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SincereSami
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Okay... I'm in the process of adding layout photos and articles too all the magazine cover sections. It will take me awhile... but soon all will be completed. They are being added to the original post so you have to check each one.
I'm still living in Augusta- GA and still dating my girlfriend, Carla, whom I'm extremely in love with. We have been together five months now.
This is a picture of her below.
Have a great day to you ALL.
Sami 
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I just realized that on November 20th I will have known Carla for a year. I talked to her for six months over the phone before actually meeting her. It really is amazing that from the first day I met her I have been sleeping with her and dating her. I'm so in love with her. I'm now living by myself finally. I was living with Carla. We lived together for 3 & half months. Well all is good. I really love her and yes she loves me. She isn't in love with me like I am with her but she does LOVE me. Remember I explained a lot of that in the last forum. She is still very much afraid of love and two she isn't ready to be in a relationship. You may wondering how we are together? She wants to be with me ONLY and naturally I want to be with her ONLY. She doesn't want ANYONE touching me or getting my attention. I'm the same with her. We just work together as long as we don't call our being together a RELATIONSHIP. Which works for both of us. Because we are happy with how things are now. She makes me feel so alive even when she upsets me. It reminds me how much I DO LOVE her. We have both tired breaking-up but out of the 6 times we have SHE ALWAYS comes back. We really do depend on each other and really want to be with the other one. She really is too be honest in love with me, I know it she is on some level. And the weird and an amazing thing is she knows it too. It just works for us.
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Sami
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Oct Sun 30, 2005 2:12 am |
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Carla broke up with two days before her ex-lover showed up. Then slept with her the second night she was here. I can't stop crying and chest feel so heavy all the time. All I do is sleep all day and watch tv all night. I keeping seeing Amesha touching her and it makes me want to throw up. I feel like my life is falling apart. I spent Thanksgiving completely alone. Carla was with her. I slept all day. That is all I have to say. I feel dead.
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Nov Fri 25, 2005 2:30 am |
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SincereSami
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She came back to me!!!!!! I'm so in love with Carla it hurts. I can't think of my future without her right next to me. If I could marry her I would do it today. She is the prefect match for me. I love her so much. Her smile just melts my heart. With one glance she can get me to do anything. I love this woman. I know that I will never stop. I will follow her whereever she goes. She is my heart. I just want her for Christmas. She finally admitted to me that she loves me. That was the best Christmas gift I have ever gotten. Someone loving me as much as I love them. It's true... the greatest thing is TO BE LOVED AND BE LOVED IN RETURN!!! Thanks... to everyone who stops by. Merry Christmas.... I love Carla!
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Well November ended shitty. Carla left for me another woman. She broke-up with me two days before she came to town. It destroyed me. Then when the woman left she came right back to me. Only this time not as my girlfriend but my friend. I didn't handle keeping my love feeling to myself very well. I wanted to be in her life no matter what. But the thought that that unattractive over-weight woman with her just literally made me throw-up. I listened to Carla tell me over and over that she didn't want to be with her because of those two reason and one other one for 5 five months. So when she left me for her I was crushed. We couldn't really handle the friendship thing to well. I was stressed out all the time and she was jealous of any woman giving me attention. So we just quit. But that didn't last very long. She missed me again. So we tired again. We were successful this time but her new girlfriend didn't want me around. She is just to threated by me. She thinks that I don't like her, which is not true. I'm not happy with rude behavior, threatening comments, totally disreguard for human life and that she talks down to me all the time. But I DO NOT dislike her. It just isn't me. So Carla is with her and that is great, only because that is what she wants. I stand behind her 100%. Even though Christmas Eve and Christmas morning she gave me the best gift ever. I didn't except it, but damn was it good.  Yeah do you blame me? I'm in LOVE with her, she LOVES me, she has a DAMN hot body and I just missed being that close to her. What her girlfriend doesn't know - doesn't matter to Carla or Me. It is between us. Look I know this sounds bad. But I LOVE Carla. She is the only woman I want to be with. She is the only woman that when I'm with her I can't wait to hear what she has to say. I get excited knowing I'm going to see her. I like knowing that when she is talking to her girlfriend and I'm there, I'm always laying on top of her or holding her in someway. Just holding her and rubbing her stomach. There is something powerful between us and it won't to away. She LOVES me and I love her.
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I'm leaving GA to return to Oklahoma. My only problem will be telling Carla and then finally sticking to it. This woman means the world to me but she drives me screaming up the walls sometimes. I love her and I want to be with her, but she wants someone over-wieght very rude and mean spirited woman. I say this not to be rude but because this is true. I can't and won't be around her knowing she is with her. This woman has completely brain washed her and that suck. Now let me be prefectly clear in what I mean by brain washing, I don't mean that Carla isn't strong enough to know that she is being forced to go in the direction she wants. I mean that this other woman is really good at making her decision Carla own thoughts and choices. None-the-less I can't be around and watch it.
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Feb Sat 11, 2006 8:19 pm |
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I am so in love right now. I am talking about the kind that words don't do justice to. Language that would describe it has even been created yet. She just makes me feel so alive. I don't care what others think. SHEY OLIVIA MAKES ME 100% HAPPY! (now I just need to tell her!)
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I told her and she feels the same way about me. This is wonderful and I am so in love with her. Like head over heels, out of this world, nothing gonna stop us now in love. She is the true one! I can't wait for our lives to start in here in states. But for now the journey of preparing for it is amazing! I love Shey Oilivia so much! She is awesome and as an added bonus she is Australian! (I do love the Aussie's)
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